my dissertation is killing me

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To be honest, I have had a Grammar Cop comb it over…plus a friend with an MFA in English & Writing. I was repeatedly asked for that “Last” bit of reassuring experiment when i should have been writing. Reply. Trust me on at least this one….. You have taken time to complete this project- yes- and you have stayed the course (work) (I have 4/5 chapters written, with 3 of them read by my co-chairs). SLTTP (Spectacularly Late to the Party) Thank god for the good people here who have motivated me to dredge up enough suppressed spite from that dark, airless place in my heart to have one last stab at finishing my wretched thesis. LOVE Like “C” I took almost a year off and just can ‘t get spite spirit. thanks for this post. The title (Dr. or PhD) you are about to get will attract honors like a magnet everywhere you go. ( Log Out /  Regret central.. Keep going if you possibly can… Hell on earth as it is…. Pfffft! Hang in there…. -every day i aim to get one to two pages written. ONE DAY AT A TIME. The irony was that those people who made these statements were well paid lawyers….and I think in retrospect, were basically envious of not having done a PhD since they believed those novels which describe people who do PhDs as having fun all the time. Reframe and reprise. I can’t wait to give my committee the finger and honestly I don’t believe they should even put their name on MY project…they didn’t help one iota! Still can’t believe it, it’s such an enormous relief. But hold on; no one said it was going to be a walkover. its good to know that so many have suffered just as i am. It’s go’na be one hell of a ride!” no need to complain- My advisor is great, committee members supportive but I can’t find the energy. Indeed, you appear to be sinking deeper into confusion. I have a year till my funding runs out and I wanna hand in by then too!! I defended my Master’s just yesterday after six years…going at night, working, the whole nine yards. This is the first time I have laughed about having to do this. My committee actually, when they do choose to reply- states sentences like- “I’d thought you’d be further along than this? Is anybody still there? Kinda felt good to write what you did here- right? And, don’t f-ing quit! You may not be able to complete your coursework for a wide variety of reasons. I think spite will do it. Loved your article! Consumers nonetheless don’t know which facility to trust. When I was deep in dissertation hell, I went batshit crazy for a while. I went back to school later in life to finish my doctorate after a successful 20 year career in research with publications and grants already under my belt (I had run out of money earlier in my career and had to work to feed my family). (I certainly don’t mind if someone disagrees with me, but some of these people seem to delight in being snarky and condescending to students.). I am not a bad student I get A grades. My situation is obviously nothing near to as tragic as yours but I handed in embarrassingly 3 months late! In the middle of hell now… bad enough that I just google’d “Dissertation Hell” and found you. and focus on the positive side. (I was wrong, of course. Take care- all my best to you and your very bright future! Impossible to go back once life and a career gets in the way! Member. I’m gonna finish!!!! We have helped others, and your case is no different. Deadlines, gradings, etc are just a bloody distraction from what you really are there to do – learn. почитайте может поменяете чего в жизни, вх для кс 1.6 – приватный чит для кс 1.6, купить чит для кс. Just the whole academia makes me vomit. My dissertation is killing me. I have written a ton of crap in grad school and had only one incomplete that I finishes quickly. And I’ll have a tequila after those ten litres of water along with ice-packs for my elevated feet. I just read you post. 8 YEARS SINCE MY FIRST PHD COURSE WORK! Help. i stumbled upon this post today. If I could go back I would shake myself, get a new supervisor, find out what I’m meant to be doing and use whatever it took to finish!!!!!!! Counselling for graduate students had helped me to go through these shits, but it’s not enough. Every fibre in my body just wants to go out in the sun and relax , but whats the point. Those are the five words that are threatening to break you down. I am in my third year of uni and have got 3months left, although it doesn't seem long , i am really stressed with all the work load, 4 big assignments and dissertation to do , my head is killing me , i feel as if im doing my dissertation wrong . Everyday I come to school, complete nothing, I hate writing thesis. It’s really tough too, as one is sharp and provides “big picture” feedback and knows I’m close, is supportive, AND knows I just want to finish and move on, that it doesn’t have to be the world’s best dissertation. Posts 3,366 Rank Trainee Force User No Faction Jedi Order Jun 26, 2020 #1 *bangs head against wall* How are you all? It’s going to be one of those “so what? . And yeah, in all seriousness, I don’t think I’ll ever finish. And that made my graduation day the single most Pyrrhic victory of my life. If I was learning and growing from the experience, that would be a different story. Difficulty focusing on the chart review is also a problem. I won’t f-ing quit though! Abused pseudoephidrine and kilotons of coffee. Ok, so during a particularly stressful and arduous period in my research and thesis writing my esteemed supervisor asked me why I was bothering to do a PhD at all, not that they felt I wasn’t capable but just that there were no jobs to come out of it in the end so why would I bother. I’m glad I’m not the only one that feels like this. And I used to care so much and now I just want to jump off a cliff when I think about it. Before I discovered spite, I went to therapy to figure out how to finish my diss without admitting myself into a mental institution. Finished one month ago. You have no choice as Miss Moxie said, you must finish and you will get through. Maybe pride … I am taking next week off and holing up to continue … I will get there eventually – and will then probably start something else. Easier said than done..l but less coffee, more fruit (and I know the amount of bananas or strawberries you’d have to eat for mood stimulation would leave you on the loo for most of your study time…but…!) The available resources might be inadequate. Do everything to forget Mount Everest. WHAT. Between chit-chat he said that “because I have to put my life back together, bla bla”…. Coffee and non-stop carbs aren’t cutting it anymore. If you do, keep fighting. The world seems like its against me. I hate the game, and I haven’t paid the refs. I am really trying my best to get it done by January, but I am terrified I will not be able to get it done again. I have 4 days left until submission! Does that work? I too am a humble masters student and have posted on this page for therapeutic reasons several times now. Just grind it out and finish it up so you can move on with your life!! The real problem was getting a job. I actually feel sorry for them. We have helped others, and your case is no different. I don’t have time to write “War and Peace”; I just want to get on with it. Thanks a lot to the author and to all of you brave people. ps i love the fact that this is still relevant after 6 years. I hate the entire process and I’m just not sure its even worth it anymore…All of this work for nothing..I hate it when people say..”It will all be worth it in the end…Or You can do it” I just want to punch them in the throat when they say that because I figure if it was such a “happy go lucky” experience like they make it seem why aren’t they doing it? (A theoretical model!) But that wasn’t a heroic choice. I have an index card that I keep at my workstation. I finished for spite too. Nearly every hour I work on it I think about how any other topic would have been better. i hate myself a lot right now. At this point, I have no choice, so must continue. here’s my strategies that seem to be working for me right now, for what it’s worth: I still am not as excited as I was once – but agree – it’s okay to hate this and not feel guilty anymore. Oh you’re damn right about using spite to fire the cylinders. Всем привет на одном из сайтов нашел дестелятор теперь думаю преобрести папе, только вот не знаю про эту фирму ничего, как вы считаете стоит взять so i’m not working for the next four months and aim to get this shit done. Hope you don’t mind if I share this fellow dissertators. But my problem at this moment is that I am truly without any will to go on… I can’t see any reason to continue…. Coming to that awareness and putting it to use is the essence of spite. Please, let this be true! My dissertation is killing me! I need to get some spite going to finish the DD, but I find it hard to give enough of a shit about what this power-hungry, crazy-assed, BF to feel spite. We feel your pain and know how the endless sea of work can seem unmanageable and not worth it at times (okay, maybe “most” of the time). No life, puffy eyes, all-nighters and tears. We just need to think of that stupid little hill that needs to be climbed every day. I am so over it I spend time thinking of leaving the field and trying out something completely different. Good luck to you- to be named Dr. i just do not feel like going there again or meeting anybody concerned with my dissertation. And in the spirit of this chain- You must take it from them, or they win. Stay your course my friend- if in the future your students learn what you had to consider in finishing what you started, your students will appreciate more the guidance you give them! Worse yet, I have felt no real positive feedback form them. My mom and husband would have wanted me to finish but my brain is mush and I am depressed and literally feel like I am loosing my shit! UGH. I began my dissertation two years ago, and was pushed into researching an entire century that I had never so much as glossed over. I do think I will quit. The spite attitude is keeping me going. Over thorns and hot coals. sorry your committee member died, I hope they were saved.. but that is so fn ironic. Good luck to everyone here. I know now I am not alone!! . But I was stuck because I couldn’t remember what I was doing in grad school in the first place. I love that many many things in our world may change… but this truth… written in 2011 holds so true to so many right now in 2017… and I wish I’d known this in 1997 when I tearfully and angrily walked out of my lab with my unfinished chapters and never went back… boy, do I wish I had. In speaking with another professor last week, I’m not the first student she’s done this with AND she’s driven away a few other advisees. 15 Years teaching in New York City Schools…. My dissertation due at end of October 2015, took week off work to get ahead. you guy are the best! my computer died whilst commencing the very first paragraph. enough said. как вариант, этот перевод на OS Windows “десятку” бывает если был приобретен абсолютно новый ПК либо нетбук (ноутбук). I’ve been in graduate school even longer, I have a 9 month old, married now for 4 years, have a M-F full-time job, and have had a few extensions. I’m struggling too (analysis, statistics, graphs, measurement instruments, writes – let alone re-writes) – I never wanted a job as a professor – so I haven’t felt the need/desire to play that game. I am moving forward… Again … Although I still hate this stuff I also feel forgotten to my committee. You can never trust them nor ever drop your guard with them…don’t ever confuse them with being a friend or even just on your side. It is cutting it close, but if all goes well, I truly hope to have defended the dissertation by the next academic year (2017-2018), but even that’s not something I can effectively count on. I did it for all of you. My response has basically been, “fuck you, I don’t HAVE to do anything!”, But maybe I don’t want to conform to the assumption that I really couldn’t cut it by not finishing. Better late then never! I was wronged, but I was also a fool. Great words. Dear GOD you nailed it – you absolutely nailed it on the head! I’m going back into academia when this process is over because I love to teach, but realized that the state-wide salary reporting of current Assistant Professors make half of what I currently do in full-time practice. normal. But it will seem like a shallow victory if I finish. My dissertation is killing me! My dissertation is killing me. WOW – looks as though I am a few years behind in the conversation but THANK YOU SO MUCH for this post!! (When I wanted to quit, I devoted all of my energy in honor of Blairmo’s 1/23/2017 post). One more year for a prospectus. ( Log Out /  however, i am at the home stretch, i aim to send her my final draft in four days, by july 15….my defense date is aug. 15…..i have sent her two emails since July 2, one being my final chapter. You are so right about being at least partially guilty. I loved reading this today. That is right. I am a mild procrastinator who likes experimenting rather than writing and have an advisor who juices out every penny of that assistantship.. Efforts to follow your supervisor’s instructions do not seem to yield much. My Second External disagreed with my premise! You can never go wrong with them! Good luck to you! You’s think remembering 10 things would be that hard- right?! Jeffrey … CONGRATS! I was in the process of making formal complaints and getting big-shot lawyers in case the university were about to ‘terminate’ my enrollment. I still have a sh*tload left to do, and I fear I'm sinking fast. So does- living well is the best revenge! All things others who haven’t gone through the same journey have experienced and think are normal. I want to get out but its too late. Please keep going for all of us whose unclaimed PhDs lie three quarters finished in the dust at the side of the road, hit once too many times by the idiot shnerp of a Prof who picks and picks until there is despair in the air. Wanted to show my advisors that I would still finish, even after getting a (non-academic) job. I totally empathize with you your situation Done! AAAHHHH!!!! I owe a lot to spite. That’s part of how the game works and a good mentor tells you when to send a piece out. Only thing keeping me going is that I will be finished my course mid-next year, I’m going to try the spite approach, too, and see how it goes. That’s spite, though. finding people who are going through the same thing is actually encouraging! very well researched stance to take!). A chance to do what- is up to you. The funny thing is that I happened upon a blog from one of my committee professors. This PhD has and is driving me insane I’m crippled with fear anxiety and sadness and often find myself crying at work and just have to get on with it. I sailed through course work and yet, cannot finish this darn dissertation. A year later, things are starting to feel normal again. I don’t care anymore about the topic nor the research outcome. Thanks for sharing today. I will keep going, keep moving, I will finish this..maybe out of spite or maybe just because I am so tired that I want to think that there is a life after all this shit…I started this with lots of hope, dreams and even love…after 6 years this is my worst nightmare and I just want to wake up! So happy. No pressures … Not even from me … Other suggestions? Like you, I have some doubters also (it’s hard to understand why people blatantly take pleasure in insulting us at times), but some great supporters. I finished in honor of you, Blairmo. But is not my research that makes me feel like that, but the whole academia superego, blah blah structures in which there is no progress at all, progress in a sense that no one cares how much you suffered and worked on, being rejected for every publication, being underpaid and etc. But part of me sort of relishes the possibility of emailing my absentee, noncaring advisor a fully completed first draft of the dissertation in a year or so. But there are days … I hate my dissertation – the process and everyone who asks me when I am going to finish … I’ll let you know how my next submission goes. I’m putting as much as I can on hold, cutting out anything unnecessary, and just going full tilt for these next few weeks. Unfortunately, this is the only choice or I start all over again with a chair from a different department and field. Everyday has the same feeling of stress, regret, hate myself. For all of the family members who asked in voices full of disdain, “Well, why would you even want to pursue college?”…or the folks I was super-jealous of for living high on the hog having never had to go this route…for seeing fellow students’ work that was just torn to shreds for ego reasons…or for the (admittedly, just) one lone holdout on the committee who insisted on shitting on my baby right to the end. I have defended & was allowed to walk in graduation – only to receive a diss with so many comments from my chair and I corrected them – then on to my editor – only to be told it was too full of edits that I had to remove them! I am actually pretty close to finishing but that Discussion chapter is killing me. So now I’m about to start again- doing it just to get the title: Dr. I never actually had very much trouble writing and publishing. May the Force be with you……. Why this miserable life. Bottom line: Even if I finish the diss, I will never get a job. I do want to finish, I’m so close and don’t want to waste this time, effort, or enrollment money. How hard is it to write a dissertation? This has been so cathartic to read. And I want my life back. Take it back, keep taking it back… whatever it takes, finish the damn dissertation. Cat Soave, a recent English literature graduate from the University of York, says: “I immediately encountered problems with my dissertation supervisor. Oh man I wish this was over. Talk about killing two birds! breath! The worst part is, the amount of unproductive time I still spend on it. The most outstanding formula to finish your thesis like a pro is crafting a winning structure and working on it step after step. I’ve actually turned into a nice person. Have you read the above strategies and wondered. All my best for your brighter future! It is an elegant contempt. But after trying to get the freaking dissertation done, the idea of looking at my research again to write articles made me sick to my stomach. Started my PhD trip back in 2006! I found this by searching for ‘ my phd advisor is a piece of shit.’ And your post so made my day. But *$&* them. That said, one of my co-chairs rejects all my chapters and just last week told me I need to prove that I’m an academic and can do this work. This one co-chair just doesn’t have/can’t be bother to make constructive comments, so they harp on the small things. Finishing Your Dissertation Even When You Hate It! Pain is temporary – finish as quick as you can… the best dissertation is the done dissertation.. so true – same your research passions for after you are done. Or rather, I am doing so, so as to actually finish it… Full draft, advisor has offered to just take what I have and help me get it publishable. So when I feel myself starting to obsess and get upset, I stop and step back, take a deep breath, and do something else!!! Your supervisor has told you that you are on the wrong track, you are stuck on the data analysis chapter, and now you are finally sure of one thing: you are going down. and it is for a good reason! BF is still on committee, but not driving the bus. There is absolutely nothing wrong with saying fuck you to the whole thing and walking away. It’s almost Christmas and yes I’m aware I’ve neglected my blog for far too long. I am now getting to the point of having to go back and update references to more current stuff … like you … I actually really like my topic (again – its a love-hate relationship)_… it’s all the darn reviews, go backs and … when its about done … the review starts all over again. The word count is looming down on me and I’m wondering where I … To continue will mean a brand new chair and committee as past members have moved on during the transition the university has been through. Thanks for this writing. But you know what, enough is enough, you can get it right! We are aware of a typical student in today’s world – everything is evolving so fast, and you wish to follow suit. Yes. Page 1 of 1. Category Reading your (and others’) comments on this blog helped me to smile, feel some empathy, and realize what I needed to do next. In response to finding motivation…my 86 yr old father put his finger on his pulse last year and said, “Are you ever gonna finish that thing?” He promised to fly across the country and come to graduation, even if he was in a wheelchair by then. I cant wait for them to say, “Congratulation, Dr. X!” after the defense! I too LOVE teaching, just happy with my current job and also don’t miss the other bureaucratic stuff of the academic world. Your expert will fix it. You can do it. I think I love you!!! I BADLY want to finish up since I hate giving up on things and I don’t want to disappoint family/friends who’ve been so supportive over the years. I’m working on 8 f-ing years myself! He is a very brilliant man and USF should be thankful he is on faculty. I wanted to scream. For all I know, maybe they were never there. Yup! Instead of struggling to craft a standard document with a high risk of failure during defense, the writing services are cheap and will get you professional dissertations. This is the question that you should have asked before commencing the journey to write your thesis. Education is personal at these levels- you can’t and truly won’t do it for others- really…. REPLY. 9 years! Announcements Applying to uni? Sigh. I completely disagree with Gordon Graham – if you can’t think of any reason to finish other than “I don’t know if I should quit” then QUIT. I so needed this today as I ponder whether/ if I able to write up the diss after 7 years in hell. So f-ing true though….. I want him there. Therefore, you end up asking yourself, “Can I pay someone to do my coursework?” The answer is, yes! So I’m doing generic non-structured qualitative interviews and I’m not coming up with anything new. You should have to do a portfolio of good papers. They don’t want to hear it. But, I will slay the Big Monster Thessia sooner or later! 80 or so edits and 5 main body revisions now It’s really comforting (and at the same time terrifying) to see that I’m not alone in situation like this. Don’t sit looking at one part thinking of ‘that other thing’… do one thing at a time and do it well and you will get through this. Spite won’t work because I’m afraid people are going to say: Oh, that’s what you did – nothing new or important here! The title (Dr. or PhD) you are about to get will attract honors like a magnet everywhere you go. Now follow the dissertation carefully from the start and make the next step. I’m supposed to defend my dissertation in time to get my PhD in August or maybe January, while teaching five sections of something that’s not even my discipline as an adjunct and raising two kids with my partner who has had exactly that type of “mentorship” (AKA ridiculously easy path to publication) and for whose cushy post-doc job we therefore moved across the country. Is the acronym, a better way to create genuine art than the control group was used for something which prevents hunger the overall focus of the himalayas. And, every component you add helps to build the thesis. I’ve left my original research question in the past! In an academic context, though, spite can be very useful. Therefore, it is time to work for it by replacing the notion my dissertation is killing me with a workable formula. Hot chest, dangerous thoughts and pure rage in my head. Welcome! 4 YEARS NOW ON MY DAMN DISSERTATION! Taking that first or rather next step was so crucial! Let spite, loathing, love or stubbornness drive you on. not look at that fucking paragraph again…. A thought if I may- Once the race has started- the competitor will do everything possible to cross the finnish line; not even after getting a twisted ankle, a pulled hamstring, or even a torn tendon will hamper the athlete / competitor in not crossing that line! In the end I am approaching 30 years old and I am still a student in everyone’s eyes… my career outside of study is non-existent and intimate relationships, well, what intimate relationships? Somebody help me find some motivation. Advice? Believe it or not, I’m going to sit on that chair right now, isolate a few chunks and do them immediately. i’m so over this dissertation. Hey your views are awesome. неплохой вариант обучают работе и бизнесу I saw what my options were, and I decided that “no thank you” was how I wanted to respond. thank you. To NR, Efforts to follow your supervisor’s instructions do not seem to yield much. But I’m not proud of it and spite is not a motivator. самогонный аппарат добрый жар триумф 20, зимний парфюм: аромат roberto cavalli nero assoluto /покупочки косметики, Доброго утра Sometimes I review my manuscript and think, “Who wrote that part?” I don’t even recognize parts of it. A barefoot marathon. I am not sure anymore if I want this… My past chair – the prima donna – put such a damper on this process, I feel I wouldn’t even know where to start again… New chair, new committee and starting from the beginning again or hope to find someone who can help me rescue some of the work I had done already… It’s not “I can do This!” but “Should I STILL do this?” Is it time to give up and enjoy my life? Find what ever works! I also have asked your questions….. My children too I have told them never quit something you start. I gave myself a mental break today and cleaned my home from top to bottom! that’s the only way you can walk away with no regrets. They didn’t break you then, and they won’t break you now. You are fighting the GOOD fight! The job market all over the country ain’t that bad right now. This never ending burden probably won’t even be read by anyone. Great Start April! (which is from the same university) As I expected, I missed the Distinction due to a suffering dissertation that has some flaws since the beginning and it suffered other issues amplified by the pandemic, but what is bugging me is the dissertation grade is even lower than my average grade. My advice: once you decide to leave the academy (or accept that it has left you) start DOING the stuff you kept deferring or felt guilty about (yeah….like sit for a few hours with a trade paperback or *gasp* a beauty magazine in a coffee shop). All the best mate. Would.Not.Quit. Case in point: “I kid you not – my dissertation is killing me. The figures for the greeting cards is placed, when bought in American citizen roulette. 4 years course work alone. : When I realized that my advisor will let me pass anyway with whatever-300-pages-of-crap (after the appropriate amount of time and suffering) my motivation is gone and my interest in the field as well. It’s quite a sting, and primarily why I haven’t pushed to get done sooner. I leave this blog with something I re-read yesterday, “failure should be expected, persistence wins out.” Here’s to May…or August, hopefully not much later. Just thought you all would appreciate this little tid bit-. The moment you picked a dissertation topic and started the research journey, perhaps it was unclear about the mountains and valleys on the way. The last gasp, so to speak. i was laughing so much at this entire thread. This post is crafted specifically to help you deconstruct. Indeed, you appear to be sinking deeper into confusion. Instead, I would defend my dissertation to spite everyone who had ever told me to enroll in a graduate program because I was “smart” and smart people should just drop out of society and go to school forever, apparently. Academia is not a fuzzy feelings and butterflies resort — is there any GOOD reason to finish if you’ve got the perfect job? I just realized for me – it will be – it is the disdain for the hypocrisy of academia – some have referred to as spite or anger… WHATEVER YOU HAVE TO TAPP INTO, DO IT. I literally just googled “sick of my dissertation” to see if anyone else is at this same level of misery that makes me want to sob and punch my computer screen at the same time. Good luck to everyone here. Our university has been going through ‘transition’ and each of us in the program are having to deal with a prima-donna! Indeed, there are many things that can stand on your way to finishing your dissertation correctly. You fit right in with the rest of us! Indeed! 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